If I weren't so excited to get our wedding over with, I'd probably kill my groom some days. Ironically, one of the reasons I am marrying him is his spontaneity, and how it complements my tendency to over-plan. Yet, something just screams "get this wedding planning over with already" and I cannot even seem to schedule in time for sitting down to do some wedding planning with him. I am not talking about wedding planning that includes finding vendors and sending checks. I am talking about wedding planning that involves thinking about our relationship and how we can capture that during our special day. These details are what will make our ceremony and reception memorable, unique, and exciting! However, I feel lately like they are all my details, my ideas, and my view of our relationship, and that I don't have any input from Kyle. My biggest fear is that we'll arrive at our wedding and he'll feel a complete disappointment in how it turned out. But then again, who else will he have to blame but himself. I don't think he is avoiding planning because he is tentative about the wedding itself, but instead I think he is just being a guy here (I hope I am right, please reassure me!) and procrastinating the emotional conversations that may ensue.
AND HE STILL HASN'T OFFICIALLY TOLD HIS GROOMSMEN!
Ah men, can't live with them or without them, but in the case of a wedding, I have to figure out a way to bribe him to stop procrastinating (worse than I do) and get this show rolling. I really don't want to spend my summer trying to catch up!
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| This is my frustrated face... |
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